I feel like quitting school. Seriously, I can't even remember what I'm doing here anymore. All it does is make me miserable and hate life. I love my job, and I love church, and that's what's making life okay right now. But it shouldn't be this way. I should be living for the sake of life, not to make other people happy. And at this point in my life, going to school does nothing positive for me. But how else am I going to accomplish my dreams? Well, to be honest, my biggest goal in life for a long time was to get out of Texas forever. Well, I've done that. Now what? I want to help people, I want to give someone the hope and love and joy that so many people in my life have given me. I don't think that really requires a college degree. And it certainly doesn't need the attitude getting my college degree is giving me.